Showing posts with label Eucharisteo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Eucharisteo. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

He is the Shepherds

August 16, 2011 and January 17, 2012  - two dates, etched in my mind, where my oldest two kids acknowledged that they are chosen children.  Last night, Shepherd made the same acknowledgement.  We could not be more proud of the young man Shepherd is becoming. He is fun loving and kind, goofy and smart, creative and patient.

As parents know, the bedtime routine is chaotic (chaotic is actually not a strong enough term.)  It becomes a routine, a checklist to get each kid bathed, Bible storied, prayed with, and watered.  Last night it was no different.  It was after Shepherd's normal bedtime of 8:00.  I had just prayed with him and Bennett and was making the mad dash to the door to when Shepherd says, "how do I know if I am going to heaven?"

I pause by the door, the doorknob in my hand, ready to pull it shut- to close them off in their room for the night.  I take a deep breath, knowing the magnitude of what his little mind is thinking.  At that moment, my 6 1/2 year old, free spirited, goofy child is thinking eternally.

I go to his bed and sit.  "Well, you go to heaven by being a child of God.  And to be a child of God, you have to be picked by Him and He lives in your heart.  We can pray right now and thank God for his gift to save you.  You can pray for Him to forgive you and tell Him that you always want Him to be you King."

He says he wants to pray.  So, we do.  I hug him and he is joy-filled, smiling from ear to ear.  I remind him that the prayer did not save him, Jesus did.  The prayer shows Jesus that you know you need Him.

I have to force myself not to complicate the simplicity of salvation.  Salvation by its very definition is "something that saves someone or something from danger or a difficult situtation."  Salvation is a gift- our Rescuer comes and removes His children from a dangerous situation.  We dont even have the arms and hands to accept the rescuing- Christ reaches down with His blood stained hands and pulls me to Him.  His blood was poured out on His chosen and once that blood is on you, you are HIS... end of story.  Thank the Lord that no decision that Shepherd makes (that I make) can release him (me) from the bond of Christ's blood.

Thank you Jesus that now, 3 of my kids have confirmed that the blood of Jesus is on them. The responsibility of being a chosen, child is so immense.  

A verse that I want the boys to memorize is Joshua 1:9.  I found a great print of this verse that is by our back door- my hope is that they read it every time they step out into the world.  Just like a football player rubs a rock for good luck or taps a sign as they run onto the field- I hope the boys read these reads words.  The print is very abbreviated and it simply says "Be Brave."

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9

Shepherd, we are so proud of you.  You are a covenant child.  Be brave kiddo.  Be brave!

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Love

Taking a small break from Beach Posts....

I debated writing this.  But, the primary purpose of this blog has always been as a journal for my kids.  A place for them to see my heart. So, agree or disagree, here are a mom's words to her boys.

Boys,
Yesterday, June 26, 15, is a day that will go down in history. You guys are too young to fully grasp the magnitude of the Supreme Court decision yesterday.  Many people will try to tell you that it doesn't affect you, but it does.  Our nation took a stance to take God's plan of marriage and change it.  I will be honest with you here.  If it wasn't for my faith, my relationship with Jesus, my belief in the 100% truth of the Bible, then my human side might be persuaded to jump on the bandwagon of "equal" rights.

But, here is a truth that I want you all to understand.  We can't morph the Word of God to suit our desires.  We can't pick and choose which parts of the Bible suit our fancy.  You either follow the whole or none.  Thankfully, Jesus' sacrifice on the cross, took the place of some of the Old Testament commands but not all of them.  Our world is laced with sin.  "Big" sin, "little" sin= still sin.  But the Bible is so clear about sin- and despite our human desire- we must obey the Bible.

Many people have posted #lovewins.  But, I want you guys to know that love won a long time ago.  When Jesus paid the ultimate price to save you... Love won.  When Jesus came as baby with the knowledge that He would die separated from His Father.... Love won.  When Jesus rose from the grave... Love won.  Jesus is Love.  And we are commanded to show love.  Show love to each other, show love to others, show love to those that are different from you.  Jesus showed love to all types of people while still following the Bible.  It is just as much of a sin to not love others as it is to be in a impure relationship.  Don't throw stones but don't stay silent (speak in love).  Follow the example of Christ.  

I dont know what area of sin is going to tempt you as you get older.  But, be assured, that there will be area(s) that you will struggle with.  My prayer for you is that you seek the Word of God, seek wise council, and pray.  There will be times when you feel lonely, feel like the outcast, feel betrayed, feel weak, perhaps even feel unloved; however, know this... I will always love you.  But, more importantly, that you are loved by your Creator.  You have been paid for and through His blood are no longer a slave to sin.  

You are the next generation- the generation that will reap the choices of my generation.  "Seek first the kingdom of God."

And remember, all is grace.  God uses everything.... EVERYTHING... for His glory.

Stay strong my boys,
Mom

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

To Build Some Perspective

... go to a cemetery.  I must admit, I have been in a semi funk lately.  Medical bills from my arm thing are rolling on in plus we had a fairly expensive winter.  It is just frustrating to think that little nest egg we had is not so much anymore.  I was again feeling sorry for myself this morning as Chad had to pay his passport fee for his mission trip this summer...

...and then Bennett and I decided to go by and visit GrandpaGordie's grave spot.  It was GrandpaGordie's birthday yesterday.  I had fully intended to take the boys and go release balloons but EVERY SINGLE night this week is slammed with activities... like multiple activities every night.
Bennett squatting down looking at GrandpaGordie's grave spot.  I like the flower and flags GrandmaDean!

Despite the busy schedule, Bennett and I went to the cemetery this morning.  I bought two balloons and let Bennett release one and then let the older 3 release one when they got home from school.  I love the logic of children.  I was thinking it was a sweet gesture, but it totally went over Ashton and Shepherd's heads that we were giving a balloon to someone that had died.  When I told Shepherd that he was going to actually let it go for GrandpaGordie's birthday, he matter of factly said, "but he is dead." I tried to then explain symbolism.

Bennett getting ready to let go of the balloon.  He thought it was so funny floating away.

Has this sign always been here?  Obviously, we didnt obey it.
He loved feeding the ducks as well. But honestly would have been happy going around and watching all the "tractors" mowing the grass around the cemetery.  This kid LOVES tractors or any moving machine that makes noise.
It was just what I needed.  I gained some perspective.
1- I still have a fully functioning arm that has no cancer.  My arm may have a scar and I may be paying for it for a while but that is all it is... a scar.
2- Though our cars are old, they are still running.  They may need new tires and belts and other things that I cant remember that cost so much but they are running.
3- My husband has the opportunity to serve in another country.  Chad gets to go teach Polish men about football and God for a week this summer.  Yeah, it is pretty expensive, but we are trusting in God's faithfulness.
4- I have never had to bury a child, a parent, or a spouse.  I looked around the graveyard today and realize how easily it could be me that someone is visiting or one of my kids that I am visiting.  This money stuff is so small in the big picture.  I just found out this week that on Sunday, a guy that I played soccer with in college was killed by a drunk driver.  He left behind a wife and 2 young children.  How easily could it directly affect me?
5-  You dont ever really outgrow feeding ducks.  It really is therapeutic.

The older 3 releasing the 2nd balloon.
Balloon number 2 flying off.
Though I didnt expect to "make a memory" today, I did.  I learned a continuing lesson in thankfulness.  It really is a quest- to find joy- to experience His graces day in and day out.

Happy Happy Birthday GrandpaGordie!  We love you and still miss you!

Monday, May 11, 2015

All of a Sudden, I'm a a Mom

You may be thinking, "Hannah, of course you are a mom and you have been for nearly 10 years."

But the truth is, I have been a Mommy for nearly 10 years.  I asked Hunter a few months ago if his friends referred to their moms as "mom" or "mommy."  Whether he pondered that thought or he just decided to shorten it to mom, I will never know.  But, I am now Mom.

I didnt anticipate how quickly the shortening from Mommy to Mom would happen with the middle two.  Ashton and Shepherd now call me Mom at least half of the time.  Often beginning with "Mommy" and then quickly correcting themselves and shortening it to "Mom."  It sounds so grown up coming from the mouth of a 5 year old.

Thankfully, I have little Bennett who will still "MAMAs" me to death and who will surely call me mommy for at least a small time, but the olders have moved onto the grown up form of my name.  The name they will probably call me for the rest of their life.
Mother's Day 2015
Again I say, one day- one day, I will get a great picture of all of us together..but that mean would Shepherd would have to not be goofy and Ashton would have to not be mad... Until then.

This mother's day I was struck with how great a responsibility being a mom really is.  I have been entrusted with 4!  4!  future men.  So many choices in front of them.  So many turns.  So many paths.  No matter their mess ups, their happy days and sad, I want them to know that this mom has their back.

I have to admit, I kind of like this new phase of being MOM.

Boys, I love you all so much.  Thanks for making me a mom/ mommy/ mama.


Sunday, December 21, 2014

All Things Christmas

Christmas is basically here.  As most, we have been running around like chickens with our heads cut off in "celebration."  Oh how we get our priorities all mixed up this time of year. 

One way that I have attempted to realign our family's focus is through reading Ann Voskamps, "The Greatest Gift" (kid edition.)  I have been reading the adult version of The Greatest Gift with a friend.  Let me just say, these books are AMAZING!  It truly pushes you back to the Gift of Christmas linking Christ to the pillars of the Old and New Testament.  The studying of Advent is truly one of the best ways to refocus.  The book suggests doing a Jesse tree and supplies material for the kids to color/ decorate ornaments to hang on the Jesse tree. 
A snapshot of our Jesse tree from a few days ago. 

We just printed the ornaments out through her website and then pasted it on cardstock.
I love looking at this tree as a constant reminder of the sacrifice for me.  We serve such an amazing God.  I think this will become a tradition with our family. 

Onto some of the other Christmas things.  Our church had their children's program last weekend.  It was a Christmas play with speaking part (5 scenes) and really great music.  Hunter had one of the leads and did such a great job.  I was so proud of him with the way he worked to memorize his lines.  Shepherd and Ashton also did a great job singing.  Our church has a ton of kids and it was great to watch them.  They practiced really hard.

The whole group of kids.  Hunter is sitting with the group by the flags.  Shepherd and Ashton are standing behind Joseph (you can barely see Shep)
Close up of Ash and Shep
Close up of Hunter and the other "actors".

Hunter is in 3rd grade choir this year and they had a cute Christmas program as well.

Hunter- the tallest- back left.

Here is a clip.


On the commercial side of Christmas, shopping is done.  Each kid is getting 4 gifts and then they drew names with eachother to buy a gift (with their own money).... trying something new this year. 

I didn't show my Christmas décor because I didn't do a whole lot this year.  I did have a theme though (it actually is courtesy of a friend who made a comment on her blog about why would anyone not get a real tree. haha).  I had been debating as to whether or not I would go fake or real this year anyway.  When I read that I though, well, what is the perk of fake over real?  The my first answer was 1) we already have a fake one so it is free.  The led to my next thought of... I am not going to spend a dime on Christmas decorations this year.  And I am proud to say, for the first year ever- I did not spend anything to decorate my house.  Nada... so thanks for the inspiration Liv. 
Here is the - artificial- tree. Shelves, mantles, and small trees are throughout the house as well... just didn't take pics.

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Perhaps my favorite things this year...  all of our family Christmas cards since we started doing photo cards in 2006.  Back then, there was 1 kid, 1 dog. My what 9 years looks like.
9 years of cards.
 
Have a Merry Christmas.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Eucharisteo Part 23

*** I know it has been awhile since I have posted my gratitude list... this list is from May until October.  My excuse is that many of these gifts had to do with pregnancy so I didnt want to post them prematurely.  Then I got out of the habit of not writing them, but posting them.  I have actually had 1000 for a couple months now.
This journey of documenting my gifts from Him has truly changed my perspective on His grace, His timing, His way. 
If you have not yet read "One Thousand Gifts", I do highly suggest it.  Take your time with it.  It is not a fast read- it requires you to soak up the words, the concepts.

871- boys in matching pj's

872- Hunter's big smile from under his hoodie

873- a big wave good bye

874- sunlight streaming through closed blinds

875- reading outside

876- amazing music

877- time with friends when we learn more about Him

878- 9 hour shopping trip with mom...

879- ...and that Chad was able to keep the boys

880- cross stitch on the wall

881- 9 days off

882- Bible pages covered in notes

883- okra seeds sprouting up

884- change in wind brings smell of honeysuckles

885- first firefly of the year

886- pink sunset over ocean

887- "Spiderman" bridge

888- seeing Zach and his family over vacation

889- the whole "A" family togehter

890- beach volleyball with sand spurs

891- $10 boogie board

892- adult night on the ocean

893- Molly found

894- Chad able to come to beach for a day

895- good food...

896- ... no weight gain

897- little boys and sun kissed backs

898- plus sign on a test

899- my bed

900- Shepherd's hum as he plays cars in the hallway

901- double paned windows

902- Ashton singing in his school program

903- watching a rainbow grow

904- tons of rain

905- long talks with friends

906- both brothers starting new jobs soon

907- curls around his ears

908- last day of school

909- thunder cracking

910- boys singing to Christian radio

911- holding a newborn

912- a new niece

913- sickness that confirms

914- memory verse randomly quoted by a 2 year old

915- Cow Appreciation Day

916- reaching 12 weeks

917- Shep feeling better

918- morning playdate that goes into the mid afternoon

919- homeschooling days

920- Zach and Anna back to the east coast!

921- Nolan's new dog

922- mouthful of blueberries

923- and 4 year old hands to pick them

924- first family vacation

925- joy faces on a ferris wheel

926- feeling sooo much better

927- paint and me

928- father in law's chicken

929- new worship in leader in contemp service

930- growth from contemp service

931- successful VBS week

932- a full van

933- Black's bar b que

934- perfectly fluffy homemade chicken and dumplings

935- little boy's words that make me laugh

936- iris's still in bloom

937- heavy rain that brings Chad home early

938- feeling first flutters

939- a bunch of leftovers

940- Grandpa Gordie's voice

941- a kiss on the cheek good bye

942- family all around

943- knowing this is not our home

944- new tires, that I almost didnt get, in huge rainstorm

945- no hydroplaning

946- Molly's paw healing fast

947- Hunter almost master tying shoe

948- one on one time homeschooling requires

949- put potty seat up for good!

950- new perfect little boy!

951- friends who celebrate baby boy announcement

952- gifts of blue from family

953- baby movements

954- movie night with the boys

955- a dinner they all eat

956- hot Friday fire

957- 3 little helpers

958- Ashton's intensity on the field...

959-... and Hunter's defense

960-  21 gun salute

961- military funeral

962- a funeral ceremony where joy is found

963- boys in shinguards

964- September sun burns

965- cooler mornings

966- baby quilts

967- Wintergreen Tums

968- Hunter's reading really taking off

969- Shep in floor with puzzles

970- Ashton keeping score of every game

971- Hunter rubbing my back during church

972- bold, bright red leaves

973- mum and pansies

974- shopping by myself

975- crisp fall mornings

976- feeling him getting bigger

977- belly movement

978- cat nap under October blue sky

979- Hunter resting his arm on my shoulder while he reads to me

980- mums in full bloom

981- Shepherd's smile that lights up a room

982- backyard football with Mantis

983- the perfect jeans for my skinny Ashton

984- a free tea a day

985- growing church service

986- purplish clouds drifting by

987- growing baby

988- fall weather... kind of

989- looking outside to see leaves everywhere

990- the little ones who need me

991- highlights

992- professional haircuts for boys paid for by mom

993- falling asleep on the couch

994- gas logs on for the first time in 8 months

995- reminders of His grace

996- almost every day is a slow morning

997- homeschool in pajamas

998- huge bagful of candy

999- all of their birthdays

1000- chosen daughter of the Most High

What now?  I have reached 1000 gifts.  For me, this doesnt end.  I will probably still post them sometimes... without the numbers. This is more than just being thankful.  It is being intentional on seeing Him whether it is an easy day or a hard day.  He is always there.  He is always faithful.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Eucharisteo Part 22

833- A lone leaf on his back

834- Just enough time to vaccum

835- Hunter curled up reading a book

836- Waking up to see Molly sprawled on couch

837- Sweet birthday gifts

838- Bracelet with meaning

839- Thoughtfulness of my mom

840- Nolan giving away his day for the boys to shop

841- Spring is early

842- Tons of spoons

843- Dogwoods budding out

844- Boys running the bases

845- Fluffy pine needles

846- A sliver of a moon

847- Finding the perfect outfits

848- Gift of freshly cut tulips

849- The Other Service

850- The soft chirp of the birds first thing in the morning

851- Joy found in a $9 Captain America shield

852- Hearing Shep say "the tomb is empty"

853- Resurrection Eggs and the boys telling me The Story

854- New highlights

855- Porductive shopping trip with mom

856- New movie that keeps them still

857- Feeling Him call

858- Frienship growing

859- His voice clearly spoken

860- Clean clothes stacked high

861- Daily reminder of 31 ways to pray for the boys plastered above my washer and dryer

862- Smell of fabric softener drifting out from the laundry room

863- A full peace about a new call

864- Heart of Dakota

865- Wednesday night Bible Study

866- Friend stepping up to lead study

867- Another friend sprouting

868- New windows waiting in garage

869- Baseball hits... and misses

870- Confirmation

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Lets Take a Walk

 Can I just say I LOVE spring and working out in the yard? Lately, I have just enjoyed wandering around the yard which totally reminds me of my mom and GrandmaDean.  For as long as I can remember, they would just wander around their yards.  I have always enjoyed light (or is it lite?) yardwork, but it wasnt until we bought this house with the "diamond in the rough" yard that I fell in love with getting dirt under my nails and creating pretty spaces with God's land.

There are many people who read my blog who I dont get to see often enough, so let's take a quick "walk" around the yard.  If you were to walk around my yard right now, this is what you would see.
The Front Yard

Daylilies pushing up through fresh pine needles

The prettiest (and my favorite color) iris' blooming everywhere

A birthday gift in its new home
What are these?  Bluebells, maybe.  Whatever they are, they are courtesty of GrandmaDeans yard and they are coming up in places I dont remember planting them)

My 1st love- monkey grass.  again, from GrandmaDean and GrandpaGordies.  I think I am about to the point that I can start splitting mine.

New growth from the gardenia. Cant wait to smell as I walk through my front door.
Brilliant color lining the side bed

Knock out rose bushes putting on tons of new growth after Feb trim.

The Back Yard
Under massive magnolia- this groundcover is spreading like wildfire and I love it.  Look at the petite yellow flower.
My new/ 2nd love- Creeping Jenny.  This is courtesy of mom's yard and if you need a spreader of a groundcover, this is your girl.  I have this stuff everywhere now!
Massive "shrub" of rosemary.  I clip on this thing all the time when cooking and she keeps on growing
I so wish dogwoods would keep these blooms on longer.
Dogwood
Lorapetalum, one of my new favorite shrubs. 
Entrance to a mini garden
Broccoli and Romaine- we also have spinach and green peppers.  I think okra, watermelon, squash, and corn are going to be making an apperance as well.  I think we have enough room. 

"Our forest" and the power wheels trails.

Firepit and hardscape.

The boys fortress
A spring yard for little boys just can't be complete without a baseball diamond (the fall is a soccer field).


To finish up our "walk", I guess I have to show the ugly parts to.  This is the current project in the corner of the backyard.  This whole area was Covered (with a capital C) with weeds.  The space is about 84 feet long by 21 feet wide so it is a fairly substantial area.  It feels like I have been pulling weeds non stop out there.  My dad told me about putting cardboard down and then putting pine needles or mulch on top.  The cardboard prohibits the weeds from coming up and as it decompasses it is good for the soil.  I tried it in a smaller area last year and it seemed to work well, so I got ahold of a bunch of boxes that I have to breakdown and puzzle together.  Then hopefully only 2 more van loads of pine needles and I can check this off my list.



God is truly amazing in these beautiful spring gifts.  To think that He knows how to lift my spirit with colors of flowers, texture of dirt, the sight of an earthworm, the prickliness of pine needles, and the warmth of the sun brings me such joy.  He truly works everything together for my good.






Thursday, February 23, 2012

Eucharisteo Part 21

756-Pastor who stands by the Word

757- Growing Sunday School class

758-Afternoon thunderstorm

759- 4 year old excitement/ anticipation over a basketball game

760- Little boys piled up on my lap

761- Warm water on cold hands

762- Little hand in mine

763- The awesomeness of the chore chart

764- Day spent in pajamas

765-The clear voice

766- Quick sickness

767- Morning drizzle

768- Evening walk... just  Molly and me

769- Clean countertop

770- Hunter not gagging

771- "normal" teacher hours for Chad this month

772- Dishwasher full of plastic kids plates

773- Barefoot January days

774- Pee pee in the potty even if it requires 4 outfit changes

775- Sleeping in the middle of the bed for a night or two

776- Fresh coat of paint on dirty baseboards

777- Coolness of a cave

778- Camera that takes pictures even when it is almost black

779- Weekend at mom and dads

780- Chad safely back home

781- Heater back in bed

782- Last minute b-day partys

783- The best parking spot not once but twice

784- Days when he doesnt fight the nap

785- Walking out of Wal Mart empty-handed

786- Little boys playing soccer without shirts

787- Therapy in pulling of weeds

788- God changing me

789- A Sunday afternoon nap

790- A Godly husband who works so hard

791- Worn Bible

792- Girl's Night Out

793- A new dress in my favorite color

794- Shopping in the girl's department for a birthday party gift

795- Shep's hair growing and covering up December's "trim"

796- Size 11 footprints on freshly mopped floors

797- The moon exploding in size

798- The characteristics of Jesus

799- The calling to a few men

800- New beauty in the "gift" of a dandelion weed

801- Being told I look prettier than anyone all because of the weed (dandelion) in my hair

802- Sunlight streaming through blinds

803-Opening blinds in the morning

804- Saturday morning pancakes

805- Night free from coughing

806- Father-in-law who will/ can put in new windows!

807- Dental insurance mess up all working out

808- Good dental insurance

809- Helmets on heads

810- Cough-free!

811- A little going soooo far

812- Mom's "promotion"

813- Weak winter

814- Impromptu visit to Dunkin Donots with the boys

815- New found appreciation for coffee

816- New flannel sheets

817- Break from school routine

818- Puzzles everywhere

819- Glistening embers in the dark

820- Stars too may to count

821- Spinning 'till dizzy...

822- ...and the laughter that ensues

823- Hunter's reading mistake that causes us all to laugh

824- Chad does the dishes

825- 3 loads of laundry piled on laundry room floot

826- Laughter with friends

827- The bounce of the trampoline

828- Friend taking time to text me sweet update about Hunter at recess

829- Envisioning Hunter's sweet smile while playing at recess

830- The way an orange can make the whole room smell fresh

831- Shep's bear hugs where he pats my back

832- Headache going away without any medicine.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Eucharisteo Part 20

654- An extra nugget in the box

655- Clean blankie straight from the dryer

656- The 2 year old excitement from said blanket

657- Glitter on my floor from Christmas decor

658- Lights

659-5 (6 counting Molly) stockings hung by the fireplace

660- Chad getting recognized for achievements

661- Mom and dad, yet again, watching the boys for me

662- No shots on 2 year old visit

663- First lost teeth

664- Favorite worn hoody

665- Softening heart

666- Extra strength excedrin

667- Day of shopping with mom

668- Chad taking a day off work to watch the boys

669- Only a 12 hour stomach bug

670- Cooling rain

671- Shep putting covers on Molly

672- Multiple cat naps when not feeling good

673- A lot of toilet paper

674- Already having enough stamps for all Christmas cards

675- A Saturday  morning to get things done

676- Disinfect spray

677-A day to recover

678- A little bonus

679- 2 full weeks off

680- A little money to shop

681- Gas logs

682- Christmas fun

683- Safe travels

684- GrandpaGordie's words

685- Meet up dear friends

686- Chad actually being home

687- Date with Hunter

688- 3 healthy kids

689- Doctor's appointments that are typical, uneventful

690- Family movie day

691- God giving me contentment

692- Cold, clear, starry nights

693- Smooth transition of all 3 kiddos to one room

694- The playroom concept works!

695- Ashton's laugh when he gets tickled

696- The way Ash wrinkles his nose, I just want to squeeze him

697- A bigger tv

698- Steamy pot of spaghetti

699- Watching Hunter eat his new favorite food of pizza

700- Hunter finally eats some form of veggie in pizza form

701- Cough drops

702- Well-timed colds

703- Getting back into the routine

704- Dark mornings

705- boys sleeping past 7 (see #704)

706- A new year

707- Warmth of new bedroom shoes

708- Words of David in Psalms

709- Return policies that don't require a receipt

710- Timing the rain just right

711- Playdates

712- My family's health

713- Closed doors

714- Ministry opportunities

715- An empty sink

716- 6 year old's love to read

717- Shep sleeping 13 hours

718- 2 year old randomly singing "Red Solo Cup."

719- A niece or nephew on the way

720- One on one time with each of the kids

721- "The oldest" excited about a date with mom

722- Full court basketball with an overly athletic 4 year old

723- The compliment, "Shepherd looks so much like you."

724- Hunter planning a sweet "date" with me

725-Cat nap on the couch

726- Crisp January mornings

727- An ordinary drop cloth transformed

728- The boys room complete

729- The boys share in my love of Lois and Clark (Superman)

730-The way Chad sets the timer to do his master's work

731- Chad finally going back to school to get his masters

732- Surprise visits from mom

733-Times when the Thanksgivings just flow and flow and flow

734- Precious prayers

735- Seeing my boys practice thanksgivings

736- Jesus' love of children

737- Jesus' love for me

738- Seeing progress of getting in shape

739- Gymbucks redeemed

740- Hunter on 2 wheels

741- Comfortable temps in January

741- Molly getting white/ gray fur in her ears

742- Old dogs

743- A good week at Publix matched with good coupons

744- The way the boys care about eachother

745- Chore chart

746- Being able to stay at home

747- Finally feels like winter

748- Good deals

749- Always having what we need

750- The quest to find the perfect verse

751- Good deals

752- Precious young couples in our Sunday School class

753- Friend who serves as a great example

754- An abundance

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Eucharisteo Part 19

629- November days in the 70'a

630- Chalk "roads" on the driveway

631- Shepherd and his amazement of falling leaves

632- The inventor of the dishwasher

633- Money to pay for new hot water heater

634- An iris in bloom in November

635- Family zoo trips

636- Football playoffs

637- A community behind my husband

638- Having more fans than the home team

639- Weekly mall runs

640- Having a friend who makes those mall runs with me

641- Ash and Shep's Thanksgiving song

642- Informal family pictures

643-Frog tape

644- GrandpaGordie feeling good enough to make the trip for Thanksgiving

645- perfect shade of blue

646- Molly feeling better

647- Sound of Power Wheels and laughter

648- Sea of cars on the living room floor

649-God's provision

650-Wisdom in the picking the cheaper Christmas card

651- Christmas cards!

652- Bedding found for cheap.

653- A full day of everyone being purposeful in being thankful.  HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Euchariesteo Part 18

573- Arms raised after goal scored

574- Full mean streaming through a crack in the curtain

575- Sky full of stars

576- End of heat in sight

577- Watching Hunt walk into school by himself

578- Mid week playdate

579- Surprise lunch with Nolan

580- Feeling close to God

581- A great summer Bible study

582- Deepening friendship

583- Lazy afternoons

584- Finding the perfect gift

585- Days of drizzling/ penetrating rain

586- Mums bursting from the front porch

587- Pulling out the hot chocolate

588- Sunglasses without scratches

589- Saturday with my mom

590- Little boys and bow ties

591- New van battery that solved the problem

592- Warm clothes out of the dryer

593- 7" gone

594- Slight leaf color changes

595- Bible stories with the boys

596- Backyard soccer games

597- Sprinkler fun one more time

598- Being able to pick Hunter up from school everyday

599- Morning hugs

600-Hugging away a bad dream

601- I am HIS.

602- Crisp blue sky with the smell of fall

603- Footed pajamas

604- Sweatpants worn all day long

605- Fall birthdays right around the corner

606- Hunter reading sentences

607- Stickers ALL over

608- Eating outside

609- Budgets that work

610- Toys all picked up before bed

611-Bags of monkey grass

612- Bits of Christmas popping up

613- Jacket weather

614- Ashton's ornery

615- Fresh haircut

616- Chad being home on Saturdays

617- Ideas that turn out better than expected

618-Rediscovering cinnamon toaster strudels

619-The grandness of the sun in my eyes after dropping Hunter off at school in the morning

620- Birthday party success

621- New recipe that is good.

622- Warm brownies fresh from the oven

623- Eating the brownies in secret- in the corner so the boys cant see

624- Access to disposable diapers when diarrhea runs rampant

625- A burst of energy to organize the house

626- Another photo wall made from things already in the house

627- Pantry full of food

628- Being in the month of Thanks

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

A Beach Sunrise

What is about watching a sunrise at the beach?

My children gave me a precious gift Saturday morning... they woke up early and as a result, I woke up early. As I dragged myself out of bed, it was still relatively dark outside. Though cool, the boys and I went and sat out on the deck overlooking the ocean. It was then that I noticed the sun was starting to crest out of the ocean.

Of course, I ran back inside and grabbed my camera.

It has been along time since I have actually sat and watched the sun rise. It really is amazing! And I dont think I have ever actually taken pictures of it. I was amazed at how quickly the sun was up... I dont think it took me than 2 or 3 minutes. These pictures were pretty much taken in a rapid succession with just enough time in between for me to play around with the settings.





And to add to the Eucharisteo list

555- No quiet or still mornings

556- Looking out onto the ocean from 3 floors up

557- Color of the sky as sun pushes up

558- The speed at which night becomes day.

559- Daily seeing God's hands right in front of me

560- A beach house that is big enough

561- My marriage

562- Beach seafood and lots of shrimp

563- GrandpaGordie making the trip

564- GrandmaDean's faithful hand and example

565- Watching my grandparents pray together when they knew no one was watching

566- Matching bow ties

567- My parents taking care of the boys over the weekend

568- Funny dance moves

569- Pictures that say it all

570- Pulling up into our driveway

571- Teacher workdays at the perfect time

572- Getting a moment in the sand with the boys

Friday, October 7, 2011

In Less than 5 Minutes and Happy Bday Mom!

Whew... my two youngest darling children.

What a random picture you say... this picture means very little to you, but this picture represents how my ugly came out this morning.

In less than 5 minutes, Ashton cracked open Hunter's Clemson tiger (piggy) bank with his head, Shepherd spilled 1/2 of an entire container of apple juice on the floor, and (not pictured) the boys ransacked my neatly folded piles of fall/ winter clothes that were about to put up in the closets.

I am not kidding when I say that my ugly came roaring out. In fact, I should probably go apologize to my youngest two children... ok, I'm back. However, once I cooled down, I began to practice Eucharisteo (ideally, it should be practiced BEFORE the ugly comes out, but I am work in progress).

548- Floors that had not been cleaned yet

549- 7, yes 7 size 4T/ 4 coats or jackets for Ashton

550- Being able to give some clothes away

551-I'm sorrys

552- Motivation to mop the floor

553- Two sopping wet towels of apple juice making just enough clothes to wash a second load

554- Clean baseboards.

And on a different note-
Though my incredible mom's bday was yesterday, my computer went semi- crazy again yesterday and I couldn't blog for her b-day.

Mom, I just want you to know how much you are loved! The boys get so excited to go to your house and for anything that has to do with Queenie, Mantis, Abby, and Eddie. I LOVE being so close to you. You are the best mom and grandma! We love you.

I thought I would share the birthday card we made for mom's birthday. I think it turned out really cute. I got part of the idea from pinterest, but since I had to re-do my computer, I dont have my history anymore and I didnt pin it on pinterest.

Anyway, you print off each letter of the alphabet. The link from pinterest will give you a pdf file to use, but you can do it on your own. Basically you want 4 letters per page and then you will cut the page into fourths (one letter per 1/4 so print preview before printing) (so you will need 7 pages of cardstock or construction paper). Then, write a word that describes the birthday girl (boy) for each letter. After all your letters are cut and "labeled", you will have this
After I added my describer words, Hunter came and gave any word that he could think of that started with the letter, some of his are quite funny.

Stack them up, trim the edges (if needed), then tie with a ribbon and a little tag. So cute.
Mom loved it, she also had a great idea and asked me to make it into a little banner. Since she works at a school, her birthday/ alphabet banner should fit right it.... Here is the finished banner.

Close up

And to close this post- here is a darling picture of two precious boys that I love so dearly... :)

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Eucharisteo Part 17

529- Clean, clear water at my fingertips.

530- Evergreens growing tall outside my kitchen window- blocking a neighbor

531- Curly ponytail

532- Freshly fallen pine needles

533- Shepherd's canine teeth popping through

534- An easy win

535- Shinguards on little shins

536- Places to go

537- Hearing "I love you mommy" from Ash

538- Hearing "wuuuvvvv you" from Shep

539- 5 year old bear hugs

540- Grass not growing

541- Chad's gutsy call

542- --- another win

543- My mom, again, giving up her Friday night to watch the boys

544- Bed time prayers

545- Food on the table

546- Found coupon notebook

547- Losing the only van key at the mall and then finding it

548- A surprise visit from Chad to see the boys

549- Sanity saving play dates

550- New friendships

551- Finally... rain

552- Little boys in rain coats and rain boots

553- Looking for worms

554- Long weekends

555- Late school start

556- Cute little trio

557- Successful school drop offs

558- Figuring out the car line

559- One on one time with the boys

560- Big puffy clouds

561- Paint that washes off easily

562-Ahhhh, cool(er) days

563- Well behaved kids

564- Hearing "it was fun" about the first day

565- Dad dropping in for a bit

566- So may friends/ family calling about Hunter/ Ashton's first day

567- Totally at home

568- Lysa T an Ann V webcast

569-Knowing God is always at work

570-Unpacking fall clothes

571-Reusing clothes on 3rd little boy

572- Shoes for every occasion

573- Watching Molly dance in the grass

574- --- which leads to 3 boys chasing her through the backyard

575- Ashton's tenacity on the soccer field

576- Hunter actually going after the ball with a bit of passion

577- The way lasagna makes so many meals

578- Leftovers

579- My dream job is mine

580- Catching a whiff of the sweet smelling gardenia right outside my front door

581- Groundcover creeping through the flower beds

582- The exact same bed time book 3 + weeks in a row

583- Shepherd giving me 3.5 hours to paint at church

584- Leaving the back door open because the air is not on

585- Bow legged toddler trying to keep up with his brothers.

586-Forgotten dinner prayer remembered by a 1 year old

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Eucharisteo Part 16

493-Hunter telling me "you're my girl"

494- Fresh garden vegetables

495- My child has a voice to cry, laugh, talk

496- Surprise Chick fil A

497- First roller coaster rides

498- Being just a little too short

499- Finding a bathroom in time

500- Bedrooms overflowing with people

501- Feather pillows

502- HGTV and the ideas in my head

503- Mom occupying the boys

504- Hugging nephews

505- Getting a good shot

506- HIS Radio

507- Laughter

508-Freedom to worship

509- Open Bible

510- Friend opening who home for a Bible study

511-Kissing sleeping boys

512- Pink birthday parties

513- Rain that cools it all down

514- Ashton and Charlee together

515- Excitement of 1st game

516- A sincere prayer

517- Young, saved heart

518- A son becomes a brother

519- New recipe that turns out good

520- Brother and job offer

521- Excuse to make a birthday cake

522- Chad able to be home for a few hours in the morning

523- Matt and Olivia and their faithful obedience

524- Watching God answer their prayers

525- Freshly painted doors already with dog scratches

526- Doing a little girl's hair

527- Healthy kids who gag on Tylenol

528- Discovering Wild Kratts computer games

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Hunter Will Be There

At 6:15 this evening, we were on our way to the YMCA Soccer Meeting and Hunter asked me a question. "Can 2 boys get married?" Have no idea where this question came from, I dont watch shows with openly gay characters nor do I discuss this topic with kids around.

I quickly respond, "No, God made 1 man and 1 woman to be married... that is why He made Adam and then Eve." (Hunter finds great delight in that Adam was made first.)

We then start talking about the Garden of Eden... if lions were mean, the punishment of sin, Satan starting out as an angel but then being thrown out of heaven, disobedience, etc, etc.

Which led to...

I said, "if Jesus is in your heart then you will go to heaven."
He said, "Jesus is in my heart." (he has said this before and I always say, "is he?"
I responded with the same question, "is he?"
The difference was this time, Hunter paused and said something to the effect of "most of the time." (cant remember his exact wording, but it was the first time he showed doubt.)
I then told him that "well when you are ready to ask Jesus into your heart, you just need to say this prayer.... (insert prayer of salvation)"
He responded with, "I cant remember that."
Me, "well when you are ready, you can repeat it after me."
Hunter, "I still cant remember"
Me, "you can just repeat it after me"
Hunter, "ok (pause) I want to do it now."
Me, "Are you sure? We are on the road."
Hunter, "yes, now."
Me, "uh, ok."

Me, "Dear Jesus"
Hunter, "Dear Jesus"
Me, "I love you"
Hunter, "I love you"
Me, "I know that I do bad things"
Hunter, "I know that I do bad things"
Me, "and I know that you forgive me"
Hunter, "and I know that you forgive me"
Me, "I want you to live in my heart"
Hunter, "I want you to live in my heart"
Me, "I want you to be my King"
Hunter, "I want you to be my King"
Me, "and to live in heaven with You forever"
Hunter, "and to live in heaven with You forever"
Me, "Thank You for saving me"
Hunter, "Thank You for saving me"
Me, "Amen."
Hunter, "Amen."

I said, "Hunter you just did a really big thing."
Hunter, "just like David, he was a little guy who did a really big thing."
Me (smile), "yep, just like David"

The rest of the way to the Y, I drove with tears in my eyes. For a moment, I had doubt. Is he really saved? He is only 5! Does he get it?
After the meeting, I asked him if remembered why he said that prayer in the car on the way to the Y.
He replied, "so God can live in my heart."
Yes! I do believe he gets it. He knows and believes everything in the Bible. With non- Bible stories , he will always ask me if it is pretend or not... never once has he questioned the legitimacy of the Bible.

I pray that God's sovereign, mighty hands will stay planted over each of my kids. I have seen proof tonight. Thank You Jesus!


Thursday, July 28, 2011

Eucharisteo Part 15

446- TV fireworks

447- 235 years of America the Beautiful

448- Men and women willing to fight for my freedom

449- Holiday cookouts

450- Hunter swimming without swimmies (wasnt pretty but he did it!)

451- Solo drives to clear my head

452- Hard yardwork that brings a good sweat

453- Those who gave it all

454- New friendships

455- GrandpaGordie out of ICU

456- Continuous need to weed the yard

457- ... and my heart

458- Morning dew

459- Late night card games

460- Boardwalk stroll with all the boys in tow

461- Fresh seafood

462- Free Chick fil A

463- Beach pictures

464- 4th Annual S&T Beach Trip

465- Cousin's wedding plans in full swing

466- Summer Bible study

467- Slowly conquering the weeds

468- Break from the heat

469- Frogs in the yard

470- Football starting up

471- A little extra money

472- Tons of flies in the house that led to a funny "kill the fly" game

473- World Cup game

474-Forgetting breakfast for Sunday School

475- Ashton getting to go to "school" 2 days a week

476- my climbing Shepherd

477- Freshly cut grass

478- Hunter's love of animals

479- A blog that serves as a back-up for my pictures

480- Just enough space left on the flash drive

481- Glorious air conditioning

482- Azaleas about to bloom again

483- Car noises from little boys

484- Overcast afternoon

485- 100% chance of rain

486- Little arms wrapped tightly around my neck

487- Meeting nephew #2

488- 5 little boys

489- My boys loving the water

490- Overcast while cutting the grass

491- Grass that needs cut every 5 days even though it gets no rain.

492- Buy One Get One deals matched with a great coupon!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

"Isn't God Good"- Eucharisteo Part 14

Laying in a hospital bed battling cancer, congestive heart failure, pneumonia, blood transfusion as well as a host of other things- my Grandfather greets his pastor with “Isnt God Good?” It takes my breath away. I look at him and smile. He has always been an example. He is practicing Eucharisteo and probably doesn’t even know it.

An hour later, his weak heart can not keep up with the amount of blood that is being poured into his frail body and blood clots affected his lungs- just like that- he is on life support and intubated.

And through this- the truth remains that God is still good. God is good when jobs are lost. God is good when houses don’t sale. God is good where there is pain. God is good when babies die. GOD IS GOOD.

I trust in this truth… A good God plans everything! Isaiah 14:24 (NASB)- “Surely, just as I have intended so it has happened, and just as I have planned it so it will stand.” A good God can only give good gifts that accomplish his ultimate glory. These gifts He gives are examples of His grace. I can be so ungrateful for “my” gifts… my pieces of grace that I find myself asking him for more and more. In reality, even one gift/ grace is more than I deserve.

While I am still counting to 1000 gifts, I am reminded of a section in the book, “One Thousand Gifts”, where the author talks about grace.
“Suffering nourishes grace, and pain and joy are arteries in the same heart…
What in the world , in all the world is grace?
I can say it certain now: All is grace.”

So if all is grace, then everything is eucharisteo (or everything should prompt thanksgiving). Page 99 of “One Thousand Gifts” talks about the ugly-beautiful . This is what giving thanks does… it takes the ugly and transforms into beauty. “The dark can give birth to life; suffering can deliver grace.“ But how do I give thanks when it is hard? How to I give thanks when it is ugly?

The author gives Jesus as an example of how to practice eucharisteo (thanksgiving). At the Last Supper Jesus knew His time to die on the cross was near. Did He freak out? No… Luke 22:19a “He took the bread, and gave thanks.” He took the pain and He gave thanks.

I have to train myself to look at the hard, to look at the ugly and to give thanks. Because All is grace. It is more than when God blesses me is grace. It is more than when I get more money is grace. It is more than when I barely miss having a car accident is grace. But when the times are hard is grace. When the checking account is bare is grace. When I run a red light and have a car accident is grace. All is grace. Therefore, everything is a time for thanksgiving. Because recognizing His grace, giving Him thanks, brings us joy.

405- Ocean breeze

406- Sand in my toes

407- Boulders preventing erosion

408- Power of the waves crashing on me

409- Little boys running away from little waves

410- Walking right onto the beach from the house

411- A good book

412- Serious card games with m&ms

413- Visiting with great friends

414- Cousins together

415- Comfortable beds when away from home

416- Walk on the beach when all is quiet

417- Sounds of the ocean

418- Lightening flashes over the water

419- Dolphins through the ocean

420- Making good time home

421- Lots of rain while we were gone

422- Wave petunias running over

423- Willingness of parents to watch my kids

424- Safety while white water rafting

425- A good guide

426- Speed of the channel and getting to swim it

427- Exhilation of hitting a good sized rapid

428- Beauty of God and his creation

429- Life Jackets

430- More specifically- Chad's life jacket

431- A good game of volleyball

432- Cookies n Creme milkshake

433- 8 years

434- $20

435- so many blueberries

436-Ashton's willingness to work

437-Shepherd shoveling blueberries into his mouth

438- Vegetables coming in full force

439- Toddler wearing shoes as glass breaks

440- GrandmaDean's smile

441- A 50 year old picture of my grandparents that brings tears

442- Good spirited GrandpaGordie

443- Joy in a brush

444- A hug good bye

445- A good nurse tech

446- IV's that do their job

447- The heart

448- Late nights and early mornings

449- A good God